April 2nd 2015 should have been a day for a big celebration, our little winter should have been blowing out her 1St birthday candles and instead the day was marked without her there.
So by this point myself and my husband have seperated but winters birthday will be spent with him and his family and our friends, I got up the same as any morning and got into the shower after 5 mins I couldn't cope with how I was feeling I got out of the shower and with my hair still wet took myself off to ny friends house to talk to someone to help me deal with how I was feeling, it was a peaceful day, tears and contemplation, knowing how the day should be going, filled with balloons and laughs, 1St anniversaries will always be thr hardest.
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