What fighting for winter means to me

i started this blog back in October 2015, the first pregnancy and infant loss awareness month since losing my little Winnie.
For me I wanted to talk openly and honestly about my experience as I feel it is still pretty much a taboo subject and I personally believe it shouldn't be, as I carried my blog on over the last nearly year and a half I have found that it helps me to deal with thoughts and feelings I have by writing them down, I hope it also helps others when they read it in some small way.
In my heart I felt something positive has to come out of such a horrendous experience and that is way I want to help others also walking this path. I continue to visit the bereavement suite where Winnie was so carefully looked after for 3 weeks between passing and being tucked into her forever bed, this also helps me, I like the staff there to know I haven't forgotten them and how amazing they all were at such an unbearable time, I like to take donations up to them to in the hope that it can help them to continue on thier good work easier.

This blog isn't just for me it is for winter, for everyone that has had to somehow make it through this journey which is never ending, I am always happy to help give support to anyone that needs it and have left details of both the Facebook and Instagram I run alongside this blog.

Instagram:- @fightingforwinter
Facebook:- break the silence and ask about our children.

I feel sharing my experience has been very helpful for me and would encourage anyone that thinks it might help them to give it a go, publicly or privately whatever suits you best, we all have to find our own way of dealing with what we feel. I still have hard days don't get me wrong, days when I'm angry or just want to cry but I'm getting there and you all will too xxx