Sometimes out of the blue I can suddenly be consumed with random thoughts of you, thought of what could have been, thoughts of what you looked like smelt like and things you did. The way you hiccuped all the time when I was pregnant and when you were here, the way you always slept with your mouth wide open, the little way you used to hold you mouth in one position that I named the 'ohhh face' once you did it for so long I couldn't stop laughing. Although these random thoughts can bring with them a sting of pain they also give me comfort and joy, I'll always remember everything about you, especially how beautiful and prescious you were. Many people say their children are gifts but you my caterpillar was a gift from heaven sadly one they wanted back before I was ready to let you go.
5 weeks and 4 days in my arms but a lifetime in my heart, love you to the moon and back Winnie xxx
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