I sometimes find it strange the way our minds work, memorie that pop up and you think for a minute 'ohh I'd forgotten that'
Today I found some old photos and as I was going through them I stumbled upon a scan picture of winter from a private scan I'd had because I was too impatient to wait and found out if I was team blue or pink. As I looked at the pic I remembered that day vividly, walking into the scan room fully expecting to be told I was having a little boy, I had taken my 2 older girls with me so they felt part of it all, I could remember being sat in the car after and putting a post of Facebook about there being a 2% chance I was having a boy (this made me smile) I remembered how much I enjoyed being pregnant, watching my belly grow, I remembered the app I had on my phone that told me how big my baby girl had got from week to week and showed you how big her hand should be.
I hadn't thought about any of this since winter had been born but I was pleasantly surprised that it all made smile, the one pang of sadness that struck me was that it's something I'll never get to do again.
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