Heaetbreak

Tomorrow is Mother's Day and tonight I feel heartbroken, I never got to have 1 Mother's Day with my beautiful little winter.

I think about it, how tomorrow morning she should be here, she should wake me up early whilst I grumble I can't even lay in on Mother's Day, she should be excited and try opening presents for me, I should look at her big beautiful eyes and beaming smile and think about how lucky I am to be blessed for a 3rd time with such and amazing daughter. I should spend my day surrounded by my girls chasing little Winnie as she behaves badly as she would be hitting her terrible twos by now and no doubt being a terror most of the time.

Instead of this I have photos and memories of the shortest 5 weeks ever, it hurts and I think it always will do xx