My light went out

Winnie when you arrived I was so happy, I loved you more than words can say from the very moment I found out you were on the way, the time we had was short but how very precious it was, I loved our night time feeds, bath times were great, you were an amazing bright light I never expected would come on. The day you left me winnie that light went out, people say your still here but things aren't the same without all your stuff about, winnie I feel empty and although there are so many supportive people alround I feel alone sometimes and like I'm trying to scream but nothing will come out. Sometimes I feel surrounded by blackness which is accompanied by fear, I dream of you winnie and wake up with tears. I see your little face on that fateful day and I keep asking myself "why take something so special away" I'll never get an answer, do I really want to know, you couldn't stay with mummy and daddy it was your time to go. I hurts so much my angel but I'll keep trying each day, I try to push on forwards and keep the hopeless feeling away. Winnie just know I still love you with every piece of me and one day we'll be together wrapped in each others arms us 3. I'll love u forever and you'll always be mine, my little caterpillar who grew wings and learned to fly xxxxx