The most natural thing in the world became a memory that filled me with pain

One thing I struggled with was not feeding my daughter anymore, I tried so hard to make sure I breastfed Winter and was never willing to give in. After she grew her wings I was in so much pain as my mind knew she was gone but my body didn't, my body was still producing her milk to sustain her. I was given tablets to aid with this to help the milk dry up but that didn't help my mind, all I wanted to do was feed my little girl, I missing feeding times so much, it's like a punch in the gut. Night feeds are the ones I miss the most, I used to stare at her whilst she was feeding and just think how lucky I was.