Happy 4th birthday baby girl

April 2nd 2019, my little should be here turning 4, celebrating with her family and all her nursery friends, instead I woke up feeling somewhat empty and numb. Every year winters birthday feels just as raw as the one before but I don’t think that’s unusual to be fair. I get up, get dressed, put my make up and push through the best I can. Went shopping for birthday balloons, birthday banners and cake the only difference is we bring them to your forever bed and your not here to blow the candles out yourself. Mummy loves you Winnie bobbin xxx