Full of thoughts today

My head is full today, I’ve had parts of the day where I’m fine and parts where I feel I may explode. 

Social media, Facebook, Instagram etc can be the bereaved mothers lifeline, you have your support network of others who understand, you can always turn to them for help or a listening ear. Social media can also be your worst enemy you scroll through and find another scan picture, another pregnancy announcement, another birth announcement and although you are happy for these people you have that pang of pain, especially knowing I can’t do that again, pregnancy for me know would be to dangerous but I still look and think ‘I’d love that chance again” and it hurts the fact I know I can’t.

We all have to play the hands we are dealt though, push on our best, find a focus to concentrate, try and make some good in the world out of what happened but most of all kind to yourself. 

Not all people have the same heart as you j

I’ve not been posting much recently. When I started this blog the aim was to raise awareness for infant loss and also to helpful help people going through this so that they don’t feel so alone. I have always been 100% honest with my posts, tried to make them detailed so that other people may be able to relate to what they are reading. Some of my posts have been so hard to write but I have pushed through and laid my heart bare for others to read my story.

It saddens me a great deal that someone would read my blog, takes part of one of the hardest posts I wrote and twist it, try to use it against me by telling vicious lies. Due to this I haven’t felt much like writing lately but I will get back to it soon.

With last month being pregnancy and infant loss awareness month I did my normal plea to people to donate clothes, blankets, nappies etc for the bereavement suite, I will be taking these up next week.
We also did a dress down day at work to raise money for them so I can’t take a cheque into them for £111.40.

I want to thank everyone for their continued support in my blog, for reading, sharing and commenting. Xxx