Another year has gone by 2 years now and I got through Winnie's anniversary and birthday easier this year, I chose to celebrate the time I did have with her, although the time was short I wouldn't have given up those memories for anything.
In the last few years my life has gone through some highs and lows as anyone that reads my blog will know, I do keep this blog mainly to the subject of infant loss as that is what I was hoping would help others but it is important to remember that for some people myself included that dealing with the loss of a precious child is only one aspect of their life and you have no idea how many more struggles that person has, is or will be facing.
I sometimes feel my life is one big constant battle, I have stage 4 endomitriosis and have recently been diagnosed with fibromyalgia as well, I don't know how I would get through without the people around around, supportive friends, family and work colleagues.
Despite any struggles I do have I sometimes have to sit back, sigh in relief and smile at how far I have come, I hit my lowest low as people will be aware from ready my story but since then I have picked myself up, dusted myself off and started again, new partner, new job and now my new home, life truly is what you make of it, you can be dealt a bad hand and lose that hand but that doesn't mean you have lost over all, reshuffle and re deal your cards you may get a better hand next time and who know you could even win the jackpot!
Keep fighting everyone, stay strong and support each other when you need it.
